I just want to cry

I want to cry - probably tears of joy and fear all wrapped together. This morning, I got up feeling great. Looking great. And the whole time knowing I had to go to the lab this morning and get a bucket of blood drawn to test for 2 sheets worth of items, as prescribed by my GI doctor. He says to stay positive, which I am saying good things about the visit and results should take only 48 hours.

Today, I pray for good news from the blood work and that I can keep pushing forward to a healthier me.

Item #4187: Embrace the moment. Treat it with care because it will not come again. 

I love your guts!